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So. Almost got hit by a car today while out driving to work today. I had the right away, there was a car coming, and I hesitated at the intersection. It didn't slow down, it would have rammed right through the passenger side if I hadn't sped up at the last second.
I couldn't stop shaking for an hour. Made work tough. I still feel like crying.
Okay, I just need to be calm. Take deep breaths, calm myself down, attain a Zen like quality and chill out.
Fuck. Fuck.
I had to call my parents to come pick me up. I couldn't drive home, I couldn't get behind the steering wheel. I still don't think I can.
I let my emotions get the better of me and made an almost fatal error. Goddamnit.
I couldn't stop shaking for an hour. Made work tough. I still feel like crying.
Okay, I just need to be calm. Take deep breaths, calm myself down, attain a Zen like quality and chill out.
Fuck. Fuck.
I had to call my parents to come pick me up. I couldn't drive home, I couldn't get behind the steering wheel. I still don't think I can.
I let my emotions get the better of me and made an almost fatal error. Goddamnit.