*hums quietly*

[rougaroux]

So, here's the deal. I'm probably not going to be on aim for a bit everyone, so...uh...make due with out me? *laughs*

The reasons? I don't need to give reasons. I am my own person. I am woman, hear me roar. Ok, so maybe I owe a reason, and that is...I'm tired. Mentally and physically tired. Hell, let's put it this way: I'm not happy. I'm just...not. No good reason for it really, I just have this overwhelming sadness that keeps clogging me up, making me feel horrible. Ever just have one of those days?

For all of those interested, and I suppose for the ones who knew, I got back together with Tommy. We're going to take things slow, which will be nice....

...

Anyway, to everyone who is going to worry about me...go right ahead. I'm done with asking you not to. It's not going to help, but if it makes you feel better, all power to you.

See, I'm being bitchy to my friends. This is not like me. Bad me.

Now, I am going to go out. I am going to figure out what movie we should go see tomorrow. I am going to sleep well tonight, and maybe I'll have dreams, which would be nice. Haven't had any in awhile.

I feel better already.

To the Masses:

codename_scar, you need to talk to me? I am going to be calling myself crazy, but I'm planning on waking up earlier tomorrow, so I'll try to catch you on line, all right? Or I'll see you tonight. Unlikely, but anything is possible.

cupcakemonster if you think that any of this is your fault, I swear I will not pick up the phone next time. Got it?

shinistrife It'll be all right love. You'll get it next time, now that you know what to expect. I have faith in you. *hugs tight*

red_nyte_dancer Gotta start texting you tons wifey darling. See you when you get back, have fun ^^

And I'm gone >.>

Comments

[gardensgnome.livejournal.com]

Enjoy your break away from the madhouse that is chat, babe. Hope you get sunshiny days *chu*

[rustehroll.livejournal.com]

>> I never take the blame.

[rougaroux.livejournal.com]

Of course you don't. Why do you have to be so much better then me in that regard?

[celes-grant.livejournal.com]

*bothers you* What's your physical address? I can send you small things :3 from Japan and cheer you up.

my email is roiai4@hotmail.com send me it there and I'll work to gather a few things that remind me of you on my random short little travels ^_^

... And I need someone to smile, because I am sad hardcore missing people...

[rougaroux.livejournal.com]

I sent it :3 And I'm smiling, I'm smiling. I think sleeping on it made all the difference. I feel better.

We miss you too though <3

[regret-no-sins.livejournal.com]

Pikachu is sighing heatbrokenly for you!!!


SEriously though? Hope you feel better soon. I hate it when I get into modes like that. You ever wanna vent to an unbiased ear (eye?) lemme know... I'm pretty good at hearing people out *smiles*

Lots love. Hope things brighten up for you soon!

Reb!

[codename-scar.livejournal.com]

Shini said you were online before I was here... Sorry. I had a migraine attack so I couldn't get online right after school...

Hope to catch you some other day then. And take care, you hear me?

AMY!!!

[aiyatsukichan.livejournal.com]

*cries* I'm the worst, I know! I made a promise to myself and every1 on lj that I'd be writing more over the summer but now, as you can see, I've broken the promise...badly... *sigh* yeah, I'm giving up on lj cause I just have way too many sites to get around to...

Well, I'll make sure I check up on your lj more often (and if I don't have enough time to do so, I'll be on aim... so you better be on more often T___T *stares menacingly*)

Anyhoo, I'm on right now in case you're wondering, and other than that, I only have one more piece of news (something good... reeeeeeeally good...)


.....

I...got...

A PS2!!! FINALLY!!

xDD well, actually, my brother got one which I'll be able to use now and then and he also got Kingdom Hearts 1 (he'll get KH2 once he beats KH1...or gets old of it...). Only problem is, he still needs to get a memory card which really sucks T_T I mean how stupid can you get??? Buying a gaming station without a mem card? ugh... And as if things couldn't get worse, my mom says that she won't get the mem card until the psat is over and done with *sob* So evil...

But yeah, at least I can look at the lovely PS2 and read the manual for KH1... *sigh*

~Diana

p.s. GET ON AIM!!!

p.p.s. Nearly forgot, what's your new email address?

p.p.p.s. And who's your homeroom number? Mine's 315E. Hope we're in the same area xD so I can scare you every morning in my special way

[ex-impasse.livejournal.com]

;__; *paws at* When are you coming back on AIM? I miss yoooou.

Taking time off AIM is perfectly okay! You don't need to tell us your reasons - as much as we'll worry if you don't - just come back soon, y'hear? *hugs tightly* ♥