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[rougaroux]

So. Almost got hit by a car today while out driving to work today. I had the right away, there was a car coming, and I hesitated at the intersection. It didn't slow down, it would have rammed right through the passenger side if I hadn't sped up at the last second.

I couldn't stop shaking for an hour. Made work tough. I still feel like crying.

Okay, I just need to be calm. Take deep breaths, calm myself down, attain a Zen like quality and chill out.

Fuck. Fuck.

I had to call my parents to come pick me up. I couldn't drive home, I couldn't get behind the steering wheel. I still don't think I can.

I let my emotions get the better of me and made an almost fatal error. Goddamnit.

Comments

[rustehroll.livejournal.com]

Dude are you okay?

(did you get my text?)

[rougaroux.livejournal.com]

No, I'm not okay. And I just got the text. Is this a good or a bad thing?

[rustehroll.livejournal.com]

you gonna come online? Gotta talk to you.

And I guess it's a good thing... still have to get forms sorted out, and I need to go to a notary and such, we have to figure out which visa she's going to be coming here to vist under.

[ex-impasse.livejournal.com]

Take care, kay? ;__; *sends lots of hugs and love and snuggles* I love yooou.