rougaroux: (Misc.:: Exciting)
The problem with Livejournal: We may be close online, but really, we know very little about each other.

So I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Ask away.

Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you!
rougaroux: (SPN::Wasn't Me!)
Character Meme. Yes, I don't usually do these, but this one is easy and seems fun to let others know my thoughts. I got tagged by [ profile] avashida, and my characters she picked are Sam and Azazel.

1. Do you like this character?
- Absolutely! Sure, everyone loves Dean, but Sam created angst and drama. He's got cool special powers, given to him by a demon for christssake. He's got this dark side that he ends up using to help with the good, you know? Sure, he questions it at first, but like, when he does end up using his powers, he puts his all into it. Plus, he's desperately in love with his brother. Can't go wrong there.
Azazel - Also know as The Yellow-Eyed Demon. Pretty much the first demon you encounter in the whole series, so you KNOW that he's cool. Plus, he's sarcastic with Daddy Winchester and is as proud as a dad with Sam. He makes evil look fun. So a definite yes, I like this character.

2. What name/s do you call this character?
- Sam, Sammy, Sammy boy, Boy Wonder
Azazel - Azazel, Yellow Eyes, YED, Aza

3. What image-color do you associate with character?
- Red. Black. Dark colors.
Azazel - Yellow. 'Nough said.

4. What image-song do you associate with character?
- "The Beginning Is The End Is The Beginning" by Smashing Pumpkins
Azazel - "The Noose" by A Perfect Circle

5. What blood-type do you think this character is?
- I'm sure they have it on some website somewhere.
Azazel - This guy GIVES blood to babies. There's gotta be something wrong with that.

6. Of all of the titles to that this character appears in, what character do you like to put this character with?
- Dean. Ruby. Jess. John. Sam/Dean/John.
Azazel - John Winchester. Lucifer.

7. What would you want to say to this character?
- Give in to the dark side. Then have a lot of sex with Dean. Or switch those around. Hell, do both.
Azazel - Keep up the sarcasm. And your devious plans. Its a lot of fun to watch.

8. Which do you want to do with this character: Shake hands, hug or kiss?
- Hug. Because Sam gives the best hugs.
Azazel - Shakes hands. He might kick your ass if you do more. Though, he might think that shaking hands signifies some kind of deal...

I tag Kal with Ven and Diana, Tseng with Leon, and Heather with Will and Gabriel (Just because I wanna know what you really think xD). If you don't want to do it, that's okay, I'm not gonna force you. But if you do, then those are the characters I want to know about.
rougaroux: (Misc.:: Kermit)
So, the time has come everyone. It's been a long week, filled with a lot of ups and downs, as some of you well know. But last Wednesday, I did go to Project Transition for an interview to get into the program, and I got in.

So, now almost a full week later, and I am all packed up, everything in the car, ready to leave tomorrow morning for my new apartment and my new life.

I'm still in shock, and I am so nervous I have no idea what to feel otherwise. I'm getting away from my parents, away from this town, and away from old and horrible memories.

BUT, well, I'm not sure if I have internet at this apartment yet or not, so if you don't see me for awhile, it's because I'm getting all situated.

So, wish me luck, and I will see everyone when I see them.

I miss you all already <3

rougaroux: (Misc.:: Dirty hands)
Almost forgot, but my clock says I have 15 minutes before today is over, so...

Happy Self Injury Awareness Day everyone! Yeah, doesn't sound much like a celebration, but hey.

We all got our scars, and we shouldn't have to be ashamed and hide them.

<3 Love all.
rougaroux: (Misc.:: Hair)
So, while I was in the hospital both times, I did a lot of poetry writing, just to get my thoughts and emotions out. And since there were more than six, but I only put six up, I decided to share them with everyone. Unless you don't want to read them, which of course is fine. I mean, I kinda hate poetry as well xD The link is to my writing journal, so go ahead and browse there if you would like as well!

Link to my writing journal
rougaroux: (PA:: Love this game)
Why is it that I've never seen this anime/manga/movie whatever the fuck else is out there for it, and yet, I see one picture of one of the characters and steal some icons and now I want to see as much of it as I can? D:

Anyone know anything about Eureka 7? >.> Because I am very interested.

New icons!

Dec. 5th, 2008 10:28 pm
rougaroux: (Default)
I'm doing a complete rehaul of icons. Prepare to be dazzled by the ones that I have now and probably won't get rid of xD And of course the new ones that I picked up along the way with my favorite new fandoms. \o/

rougaroux: (::SPN Dean Pen)
Saw a friend had this and thought it was pretty cool. And well, yeah, I know I don't celebrate Christmas, but you know. All the pretty colors and flashing lights just attracted me like a bug xD

Christmas Gift Toy & MySpace Layouts at

A post about the actual stuff going on in my life will be coming soon :P
rougaroux: (::Misc. Bondage Chicken)
So, two years in the making, but I finally decided to finish another set. That I picked up two years ago. HEY GUYS PORN!

Title: Pleasurable Commands
Author: [ profile] ayumi99
Fandom: Final Fantasy 7
Pairing: Rufus/Tseng
Rating: NC-17
Theme Set: II
Warnings: m/m smut.
Disclaimer: FF7 or its characters do not belong to me.

In the beginning, it had all been coy glances and furtive looks... )
rougaroux: (::FBDO Bueller)
C'mon guys. Give me a pairing, a character, whatever. Give me a phrase, a lyric, a word, whatever you want to give.

I need to either write, or I'll go crazy. So! Give me anything at all, and I'll write a little something for fun.

G all the way up to NC-17. I just need to get my mind off stuff. So come one, come all, tell me what you got, you don't have to just give me one!

Oh, and for fandoms...uhm...I don't know, most of you know them. Too many to count. Give 'em to me.

And so let it begin.

New Layout

Jun. 29th, 2008 12:22 am
rougaroux: (::KH Sora Music)
I decided that, because so much stuff has happened in my life, and I've changed so much since I got the last one...

I decided it was time for a new layout. A new direction.

It was time for a change. And what's even better then music? xD
rougaroux: (::Scrubs AHHHH!)
So, I'm suppose to be graduating today.

Yes. I know. To many people. SURPRISE! But in any case...severe storm warnings might cancel it and postpone it to tomorrow.

I am worried. I just want it over and done with.

Please, please God, let me graduate today. Please.

EDIT: Graduation has been postponed to tomorrow. I'm gonna go be pissed off now. Yes, there may be crying involved.




May. 29th, 2008 05:48 pm
rougaroux: (::RoR Fuck)
Hey guys. Im typing this on my phone. Im in the hospital right now, hooked up to an IV, and I am unable to move my legs.


So uhm, they are keeping me here overnight in case I have some sort of seizure or something.

So that's where I am in case any of you were wondering. <3 you all. Call my cell if you'd like.


Talk to everyone later.

rougaroux: (::Loveless Sleepless)
So I'm about to head off to bed (Oh yes, sleep, I'm coming for you) but I spent most of this night finding good songs and writing down the lyrics that really made me feel good, or that I thought held a special significant meaning to me or to me and other people, etc.

So guys! If you have any songs, any lyrics, send them this way! Anything at all. I'll take whatever you can dish out. I need to fill this whole book with things to get me through tough times, so why not start with lyrics from good songs?

Don't be shy! And don't hesitate if it is in a different language. Already got two of those down. xD Now...night.
rougaroux: (::Hannibal chianti)
So, this is my attempt at getting back into writing. Dedicated to [ profile] junkiealchemist because I said I was scary. Apparently, I'm not. But, this is my attempt at being scary xD

Title: An Elephant Up the Stairs
Author: [ profile] ayumi99
Fandom: Original Fiction
Pairing: n/a
Warnings: Blood. Slight necrophilia. Dismemberment. Delusions of grandeur.

I've done a lot of things to make people uncomfortable )
rougaroux: (::RE4 Leon facepalm)
Leon and Ada Trust (Snow and Moonlight) For [ profile] celes_grant

They’d fought, the two of them, before. But never like this, never under the cover of moonlight, with the snow crunchy underneath her shoes, his clunky boots. Leon grimaced as Ada fired off another shot, and he backed himself into a wall, gun held up high and by his face, in case he needed to shoot quickly. He wasn’t the green rookie in Raccoon City anymore, and it was refreshing for her to see that.

“You actually seem to know what you’re doing, Kennedy,” She shouted out over the cover of falling snow, and Leon just laughed loudly back at her.

“Ada, give it up. We’ll go on for hours like this,” he said and took a chance. He took a chance to trust her, to see if she would take his trust and use it, or abuse it. Stepping out, he came face to face with her, not even realizing how close they were to each other. Right around the corner it seemed. Hands rose up; he dropped his gun to the ground.

“Truce?” He asked, that cocky, sure, smirk on his face that Ada couldn’t stand at times but loved to see at others. They had seen each other a good deal lately, both on opposing sides, but it never lasted very long. Eventually they ended up working with each other again. And neither would change that fact, though this was the first time that Leon had actually given up, just like that.

Later, when he was kissing her and holding her in his arms, the snow swirling around them, she would realize why he had given up so easily.

Trust was such a rare thing in their world these days.
rougaroux: (::RHPS Dr. Frank)
I need to stop listening to Rocky Horror *laughs* But it makes me so HAPPY while listening to it. The lyrics are funny, the dances are great...c'mon, how can you go wrong with the Timewarp?

You can't. You just can't. Don't contradict me on this one. *laughs*

Anyway, that is not the main reason of this post, actually. *le gasp* No, really, it isn't, though feeling good does feel....good, wow, that was lame, but it's true ^^

Anyway, Chanukah is coming up, and I figured I would do my eight nights of drabbles again, like I did last year. What is a drabble you may ask my friend? Well, it is a short story basically, ranging between 100 words to however long I want it to be (500 words most likely xD). Question is, what do you guys want to see? I figure you on my flist know me well enough to know what fandoms I partake in and enjoy and could probably write about a character from there.

And if you don't, feel free to ask me! I don't mind in the slightest if I'm asked. Just remember to give me a prompt as well!

So guys, I have eight spots to fill. If you want a certain day, you can ask that too :P

1. RE4 Leon and Ada. Trust (Snow and Moonlight) for [ profile] celes_grant
2. MS Saix and Xemnas being fluffy for Christine
3. FF7 Tseng/Reno "It's been too long" for [ profile] junkiealchemist
4. FF7 Rude/Tseng for [ profile] hecatesbrat
5. FF7 Turk-centric for [ profile] shinistrife
6. MS Rufus "Sick Day" for Kelly
7. RoR Jennifer/Diana for [ profile] chibi_kage
8. P3 Junpei, Minato, Yukari "Team work" for [ profile] guardian795

Chanukah starts December 4th, so better hurry it up! (Not friends locked just in case others come strolling around).

rougaroux: (::Persona 3)
I'll respond with something random about you.
I'll challenge you to try something.
I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.
I'll tell you something I like about you.
I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
If I do this for you, you must post this in your journal
rougaroux: (::Misc. Writer)
Title: As the Bird Flies
Author: Xavernus
Fandom: One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
Pairing: None
Warnings: Spoilers for the book

As the Bird Flies )

Story time!

Jul. 6th, 2007 05:53 pm
rougaroux: (::Misc. Writer)
Title: The Lines Between Friend and More So
Authors: [ profile] ayumi99
Pairing: Benvolio/Mercutio
Rating: Hard R or NC-17
Warnings: Sex
Summary: He is not their kinsman, though he might as well be one.
Disclaimer: I do not own Romeo and Juliet, nor do I own the characters. I merely like to play around with them.

Read more... )


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