Harlequin

Dear Teacher,

If I want to read about the devil disguised as a pedophile, I will go onto fanfiction.net and look it up myself. If I want to figure out the significance of all of the flies that surround said man, I will go read Lord of the Flies, a good book despite the cannibalism.

And if I want to highlight passages from said story, I will use my own color coding system, which makes more sense to me. See, the way I figure, dark colors should go with the theme of dark, and light should go with light. But no, not in your classroom.

One last thing before I get started: if you want us to start "peeling the onion" with these books and stories, please don't use real onions as examples. The smell is starting to make my eyes water every time I scratch my face.

Thank you.

-Irate Student

So, I look at the calender, and realize, hey, NaNoWriMo is coming up.

Shit. So, I need everyone to help a girl out and give me prompts for drabbles. Come on, you know you want something written from me to you *grins* I need to get these juices flowing, oh yes.

Fandoms I'll write for:
Final Fantasy 7, 8, X, X-2
Resident Evil 4
FMA
Rent
KH1 and 2
Hellsing
Ouran Host Club

I write yaoi, yuri, het, general, hell, I write anything. Just give me a character(s), and some sort of prompt and I'm good to go.

That got every one's attention didn't it? *grins* But really, how can you not love a school that hands out free condoms to everyone during the lunches?

Hell, they even splurged. We've got flavored ones here. *highly amused*

Yay. Updating at school in web design class. This is going to be the best class all year, I can tell >> Well, maybe.

My schedule is screwed up, so I need to drop multimedia and I'm trying to think of what type of class to take instead, for the semester. So far, we've got art, psychology, or something else...perhaps business? Aw hell, I don't know what would be the best to take, but the way I'm leaning is toward art more, because that would be fun and would make my day a bit brighter.

Oh well. I'll talk to the counselor on Monday, when I'm scheduled, and we'll see what she can switch me into.

>> Is it winter break yet? *grins*

Hm, while I'm on, what else....oh. I seem to have gotten some sort of..thing, let's call it, on my compy at home. SO, if you decide to send me files of any sort over AIM, or invite me into chat rooms...ask first. Because otherwise it'll log me off and I'll waste ten minutes unfreezing the computer and logging back on. Thank you for your cooperation.

And that's about it. I can't wait for the weekend. Except I'm working, so that kind of bites. But otherwise, yay sleeping and working. And now, the bell is in a few, so see you guys later.

Dad made me eggs in a basket.

For such a simple thing, this made me so happy.

That and talking to my true love last night. *snickers* Hi Katie <3

And oh god. Driving lesson today, and it's pouring. Work from 2:00-7:00 and it's pouring. I'm going to get soaked, yes. Maybe they won't need me. *thinks* That'd be awesome. I got to operate the switchboard yesterday though, which made being stuck there for hours in the cold worth it, oh yes.

Now, I must be going, so... see everyone on AIM tonight. *grins* Day off tomorrow.

I make this oath to myself:

I will not let any moods of the people around me, get me down. I will be happy, I will not let myself drown in my sorrows.

I will not regret doing anything. I will take risks.

I will let people know how I feel. Ok, maybe I won't. But it sounds good.

I will be happy, and I will make sure everyone else around me an share a bit of that happiness with me.

This is what I'm promising myself, because sometimes, everyone just needs a little reminder to be happy. So yea, no more of this being sad business.

Woot. I think this calls for new icons.

Ok, if anyone sees me on tonight, ask me if I finished the picture. If I didn't, or if I say I didn't, you have my permission to yell at me all you want. If I don't finish this picture for a Miss Beleden BY TOMORROW I am going to be short money, and then I can't buy new supplies, and things could get bad.

I hate commissions.

In other news...I got nothing.

This is a test, if you guys could...I don't know, respond or something. I just changed my email, since my other one was not working before, and I got no messages.

SO. If you're in a rp with me, if you could just give me the link to the thread, so that way I can like...go respond, since I never got the email notification >.>

Or not, it's ok. But responding to this would help to see if it actually works. Yes.

Thank you all, and to all, good night. *passes out*

*cackles*

UPDATES YES

*zooms*

Ok, I'm done.

You'd think that life would be full of ups and downs, and they'd be spaced out and stuff and it's all good. But no. Nononononono, that's not how it is.

Look, I'm lodging a complaint against life right now. Yea, you heard me. Life, I'm going to talk to your supervisor, because you, my friend, my buddy, my pal, are effectively screwing me over.

Life: Oh look, it's a heat wave week. I bet she'd love to work every day of that week, oh yes.
Me: .....*dies of heat*

Life: Look, she's going to Israel in February! I think having some guys launch rockets there would be nice. Yup, sounds like a plan to me.
Me: .....shit.

Life: Look, she's been feeling kind of good for a bit now. I think killing off a friend would be nice. *kills*
Me: *cries*

Life: Look at the ceiling fan. It deserves to break. *fan breaks*
Me: *cuts foot on broken glass* ...Ok, I deserved that one.

Life: Look! Dana's leaving Tuesday! I know the perfect going away present! Let's make her internet connection crappy for the night, that way she can't talk to her!
Me: ....*whacks compy*

Life: Oh yea, she forgot Alex would be leaving. Let's make that momentous day...soon. How about Friday? Friday sounds good, Friday is a good day to go off to college.
Me: .....

I'm through. You hear me! Life, you and me have got some problems. I'd be all "West Side Story"-esque and suggest a rumble, but you know, I'm fine. I'm mellow. Just bring it all on, I want you to pile up the hurt this week, because I...am unfeeling. I am going to be cold, and calculating, and going to bury my feelings in, and I will survive.

No, this does not mean I am going to drink. I'm not going to take pills, or drink, or contemplate suicide or any such stupid thing like that. This means I am going to drive myself into my work, my friends and their problems, and leave mine be. I'm sick of mine, let me at some of yours guys.

Bring on the week. I'm gonna take it on and come out on top. So I might get a few scratches in the process...that's ok. War wounds make for good stories.